|That precious smile.|
I know a lot of people will think I'm a crazy person for saying this, but I know Eden is still here watching over us...I think she interacts with Brooklyn...it can get almost unnerving at times, but it's also comforting. Brooklyn will be in the middle of playing by herself, and then she'll look up as if someone is talking to her. She'll start chatting away, laughing and interacting with nothing. If I ask her who she's talking to, she always looks at the picture of Eden on the wall. A lot of the time, she'll even come out and say, "Eden." and tells me all about it. This kid is just over 2 years old...she shouldn't be able to remember the brief time she met her sister after she was born - yet somehow she brings up Eden's name much more frequently than even we do. She sometimes tells me that Eden's crying, and other times she'll tell me that Eden's smiling. I could brush these moments off as only the imagination of a 2 year old, but it gives me comfort in believing that Eden's spirit is still with us. As Brooklyn gets older, I'm very curious if she'll continue seeing and remembering her sister.
|Latest milk donation - 800oz to two mamas.|
A couple weeks ago I got my blood drawn to get my vitamin B levels checked. My folate and B-12 levels are both great, which is very comforting, though it doesn't completely erase the fear of losing another child. It's good to know that the vitamins I'm taking are enough to counter my MTHFR gene mutations. Please keep us in your prayers as we continue to move foward.
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and love and of a sound mind.
II Timothy 1:7